Archive for April, 2008

Can God do Anything?

God created the universe and everything in it in just 7 days.  He keeps the earth spinning today.  While He lived on earth, he healed, cast out demons, and revived people from the dead.  Today, the Spirit of God lives inside me.  He comforts, heals, provides, brings peace, gives wisdom, offers strength.  He can orchestrate seemingly random encounters between people to bring blessings to others and glory to Himself.  And this is only the tip of the iceberg of what God can do.  He can do anything, right?

 I do struggle with the idea that God can do anything–only because of the whole free will concept.   For example, if I pray for someone to decide to follow Christ, then I am praying in faith and believing that is God’s will, but God can’t make someone accept His authority over him.  If that person refuses God’s invitation, then the answer to my prayer is No.  So in this case God couldn’t do anything.  He also can’t make someone do the right thing.   He can show them the best choice, give them the capacity to choose the best thing, and they can still reject His best and turn away.

I’m not saying I doubt God’s sovereignty or His Power, I’m just saying He can’t do Everything.   This sounds like God’s power is limited, but that doesn’t sound right either.  Hmmm…

I know that sometimes He can do something, but for reasons I don’t understand, he chooses not to.   Like healing, for example.  But that’s not the same thing.   God wants every person to know Him and accept Him and to live the fullest life possible in Him, but He can’t make them choose that path.   So, is that heresy to say that God can’t do everything?


My new chair

The coolest thing happened this weekend.    I got something that I’ve wanted for years….a comfy chair in my bedroom!  The bedroom is the perfect quiet spot in the house–away from traffic and the tv, but it’s hard to read or hold my lappy comfortably in bed.  Waa waa, I know.  Poor me.  And I’m way too cheap (or frugal) to make a purchase like that–so many better places to put my money–but, still I wanted a comfy chair.  For years, I tell ya.

So anyway, today we went to go see Kevin’s dad in Tulsa since they are moving out of state soon–and came back with a chair!  They just gave it to us!  For free!  I’m sitting in it right now.   I could sit here for hours, typing, reading, praying.  It’s quiet, it’s comfy.   It’s from God.  I’m pretty sure I just got blessed by God.  Maybe for my patience?  It sure feels like a blessing.  Did I mention it was free?!  Thanks, God.

Habakkuk, part 2

This short book of the bible is a dialogue between Habakkuk, a “minor” prophet,  and God.   I’ve boiled it down in my own over-simplifying way.   I’m no theologian, so it may or may not be entirely accurate—it’s just my take.  There, disclosure’s done.

Habakkuk:  “Lord, do you see these evil people around me?  When are you going to do something about this? Shouldn’t they be punished?

God:  “Check this out, Habi—you’re going to be so amazed!  I’m sending some people who are even worse than they are to punish them.

Habakkuk:  “Uh, Lord, I trust you, I really do, but….that doesn’t really seem fair.  I mean, those guys deserve punishment too, not victory over my people!

God: “Look, those evil dudes will self-destruct and I will let them fall in their time but–are you listening?  Get a pen and paper….I Am and I always will be Lord.  That’s all you need to remember.”

Hab:  (on his knees) “Lord, the more I think about it, the more I know you’re Right!  Your ways are always the best, your justice always prevails, and you are always glorifed!  You saved me and you made me strong enough to live through this time–Thanks for the reminder that you are God.

To me this is a reminder of the fact that I don’t always understand what God is doing–or not doing.  But I always trust Him.  Even when I don’t understand.  Because He is God and I am not.

Habakkuk, part 1

Alright, I’m getting a jump start on this weekend.  The new message series at LC is called Habukkuk, why God doesn’t seem fair sometimes.  So, I thought I’d read Habukkuk, all 3 chapters of it, before this weekend.  Actually, I read most of it in one night.  I loved what my bible said in the intro summary of the chapter. 

Habukkuk was troubled by the evil and sin he saw.  God answered Habukkuk’s perplexity and gave him far more than he asked for–a vision of God himself.


Habukkuk’s new insight into the being of God and his own inadequacy gave him the courage to live through those dark days with determination and strength.

Do you ever feel like you need something to help you press on, despite the darkness that surrounds us?  When I dwell on it, which thankfully isn’t often, I find myself begging Jesus to come back quickly.   Sometimes the sin of this world seems so overwhelming, so hopeless to change.   I wouldn’t blame God if he wanted to wipe the slate clean and start over. 

What I need is a vision of God himself to give me the determination and strength to live.  and the faith to believe that God knows what he’s doing.  More on Habukkuk later.  SOon.

The Jesus I know

So, I’m finished with Mark, but something is still bothering me.  I have to get it off my chest.   You know the story about Jesus walking on water, right?   You’ve been to church enough, you’ve heard the story.   If not, you can read it here in the book of Mark, 6:47-52.  I’ll retell.  The disciples are in the boat (a rowboat apparently), there’s a big storm, they’re scared, Jesus comes to the rescue.  He walks out onto the water (I guess because either he’s in a hurry, can’t find another boat, or just wants to show off his water-walkin’ skillz).   Anyway, he walks out there, gets in, calms the sea, and saves them.  That’s all to the story, right?  NO!

There’s a part in there, just a phrase, that’s kept me up at night.  Verse 48 says “He intended to go past them…”  huh?  read it again.  “He intended to go past them…”   Wha….??   Jesus saw that they were in trouble, came toward them, walking on the water.  and intended to go past them?  This doesn’t sound like the compassionate Jesus I know.   Besides, it was 3 or 4 o’clock in the morning–not the time for a casual walk, on water or land!

I can only assume that he was waiting for them to call out to him, so he could respond with a rescue.   Oh, and they called out, actually the next verse says they cried out in terror, thinking that he was a ghost.  Probably not the reaction he was hoping for, but he saved them anyway.  

So, next time your in serious trouble, rowing hard and struggling against the wind and waves, call out to Jesus.  He sees you, he’s prepared to walk on water to get to you.  Don’t let him walk on by.  Call out to him (but, preferably not in terror!). 🙂

Why the heck is that in the Bible?

After Jesus is arrested, the bible says that all his disciples deserted him and ran away.  In fear, probably.  Instead of breaking this down and applying it to my life, I want to look at verse 51 and 52 of Mark, chapter 14. It says

One young man following behind was clothed only in a long linen shirt.  When the mob tried to grab him, he slipped out of his shirt and ran away naked.

Why mention this, Mark?  I believe that every word in the bible is God breathed.  and I trust that it is translated as accurately into English as possible.   But, sometimes I have to wonder…why the heck is that in the bible?  What does it mean?  Who was this ‘young man’?   He ran away naked, for Pete’s sake!   Stripped of his clothes and his sense, no doubt.

Good thing I’m not one of those intellectual types that insists on answers to everything, because so often, I just don’t have ’em!

the one–it’s not me

Quote of the Day

If I look at the mass, I will never act.   If I look at the one, I will.   Mother Teresa

 Here’s where God’s been hammering me lately.  So much of my life I go through the motions like what I do doesn’t matter.   If I could live more intentionally, like every interaction, every word, every person mattered, then what an impact I could make for God’s kingdom.   So, that’s where I’m living right now.  Being intentional and remembering that my life is not about me.


They shape us.  They shape the way we respond.  Sometimes if your expectations are low, you can be pleasantly surprised.  Unfortunately, I don’t usually have this problem.   My expectations are often unrealistically high.  Which leads, of course, to unmet expectations.  Which leads to feelings of anger, frustration, and disappointment.   Usually at my husband or my kids.   Does control, or lack thereof, play into it? 

So, how do I adjust my expectations without “selling short”?  

What did Jesus expect from his disciples?  At the very least, he expected them to believe him…and often they didn’t even do that.   Did he get angry?  Yeah, sometimes.  Hmm…

No answers today, just questions.


My nose is broken

What most people don’t know about me is that i have a disability, albeit trivial.  At least it’s considered trivial by most doctors.  It’s called Congenital Anosmia.  Sounds scary, huh?  Especially when I use the word “Congenital”.  Actually, it just means the lack of olfaction, or the inability to smell since birth.   Yep, that’s right, no smells, nothing, oh, except for menthol…like in Mentholatum. Ummm…I love that smell. 

Some people think it’s a good thing.  And maybe sometimes it is.  I could hold a dead skunk in my hands and sniff away and it wouldn’t bother me. (not that I’ve done, or would do this!), but, you know…Also, I could breathe in the fresh baked aromas of apple pie and not be tempted to eat it. 

But, it has it’s disadvantages too.  I can’t smell the dangers of smoke, gas, or spoiled food–and I’ve had some close calls with all of these things!  Also, I’m missing out on stuff, newborn babies, fresh grass, flowers, stuff like that.

Most people, even my family, don’t remember that I can’t smell.  They’re always asking “does this smell good/bad?” or “what’s that smell?”  Come on, people, you wouldn’t tell a blind person, to “Look at this!” or ask them if you had something between your teeth.     Give me a break.  I don’t want to go there!  But, they forget innocently.  I’m glad that my “disability” is not always on their minds!

So, weird, huh?  I also have a once diagnosed, but not confirmed case of geographic tongue.  Even weirder, I’ll save that one for another time!  “Thank goodness”, your saying.

Are you listening?

These words of Jesus remind me of the Parable of the 3 Servants (the one who was faithful with a little, received more…)  Read them carefully.  Listen closely.

Mark 4:24-25  Pay close attention to what you hear.  The closer you listen, the more understanding you will be given–and you will receive even more.  To those who listen to my teaching, more understanding will be given. 

How and when does God speak to us?   Everywhere and always, I would argue.   In every situation, every opportunity, we have the chance to see God working.  He works in the lives of people around us.  Are we engaged in other people’s lives or blind to that, or just disinterested?   He speaks to us through opportunities.  Will we step up and face the challenge, or let it go by?

Hopefully these thoughts translate to whatever is going on in your life right now.   It makes perfect sense to what is going on inside my head today. 🙂  If I want to receive more understanding, I must listen to what he’s showing me today.  

God, I’m listening.  Speak to me!